Some people say “Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have
loved at all.” Whoever said that has never been through what I’ve been
through – and I’m not so sure they’re right.

It’s been over a year now, and I can’t get her out of my thoughts. I
don’t understand why she did what she did. Maybe before you get totally
confused, I should tell you my story so you’ll understand the depth of
pain, uncertainty, and confusion I feel.

I should probably tell you a bit about myself – I’ve been a “computer
nerd” most of my life, and in high school I only had 2 dates. In
college, I decided to change my image a bit, and I was pretty successful.
I grew to weigh 200 pounds (muscle) traded my nerd-glasses for contacts,
and consulted a few friends on my wardrobe. Funny, but it didn’t
change my “luck” with women as much as I thought it would.